... Hanno Ridal Raudsepp: ..."... now... remember... Hanno... I'm telling myself... remember... Hanno... I'm telling myself... the last time you were doing 'Me off meds'... the reason you went back on medications... to taking pills of clonazepam and escitalopram again... was because of your horrific guilt at having raged on the street a fair distance from a child walking his or her dog... I'm not sure if the child was a boy or a girl... the child was far away and then I couldn't even look in the direction of the child I was so horrific that I had raged on the street so that this child could hear me.... I felt such guilt that this child may think that I was raging at him... or her... I wasn't sure if this child was a boy or a girl... what I was raging was unspeakable obscenities... unspeakable obscene threats against Bart Simpson... and... then when I came home... I was crying... I felt such crushing guilt that I had satanically hurt this wonderful young child walking his or her dog... I wasn't sure if the child was a boy or a girl... this child's little dog... this child's little dog... that I begged Traing.... that I called Traing myself on the phone... talked to Carolyn on the phone about how desperately I needed some pills right away... Traing called back and I convinced her to come to the house that very day... she did... and I took some pills... one of clonazepam and another of escitalopram that very day... and since then I have been taking pills... I'm not sure if that was only one week ago... I don't think it could have been as long as two weeks ago... but I went thru the same ad nauseum cycle with these pills.. with this pill regimen.. that I have ad nauseum in the past... where at first they seem to be working.... and now today.... the voices are horrific and relentless and satanic and sadistic and non-stop... and I took one pill of clonazepam and one pill of escitalopram today at about eleven o'clock in the morning... I took a double-dose of these pills yesterday... I think it's time I understood how in terms of ANY longetivity these pills could claim to even have... these pills.. clonazepam and escitalopram... are utterly useless... they don't help at all... they make no difference at all...."..... $3.. stochastic disturbance terms.. paul dini / joe benitez poison ivy pamela isley kate moss megan d. iseult hyacinth ryder megan gale monica bellucci angelina jolie nicole kidman scarlett johansson nikita bellucci uma thurman gal godot savanna samson... stochastic disturbance terms... $3....