.. hanno raudsepp: .. ".. I think today is Thursday, April the 10, 2025.. in the morning.. in Trenton, Ontario.. and for a few days now I had stopped taking the escitalopram with the clonazepam.. I had stopped taking the escitalopram pill with the clonazepam pill.. on the daily basis.. on the daily basis.. (I had only been taking escitalopram and clonazepam pills for a while then.. I had stopped taking cogentin a long time ago.. and I wasn't taking the seroquel.. because I had a really bad feeling about the seroqeul.. like when I took seroquel the seroquel had a nightmarish effect on my psyche..).. and so I was only taking the cloazepam.. because I was thinking something really old about the very first time I started taking escitalopram.. that escitalopram was just like a hallucinogen for me when I first started taking it.. and then I had the feeling that the hallucinogen quality of the escitalopram.. then.. went inward.. in a way I was trying to.. understand.. so recently I stopped taking the escitalopram.. and was taking only the pills of clonazepam for a few days now.. and then yesterday at eleven o'clock in the morning I took.. the escitalopram again with the clonazepam.. thinking I may have been wrong about the escitalopram having a bad effect on me.. so yesterday morning at eleven o'clock in the morning.. which I wanted to have be my regular time for taking the medication.. I took the one escitalopram pill together with the clonazepam pill... and I'm not sure if this makes any sense at all.. but it seems like the escitalopram pill in the middle of the night as last night as I was sleeping or trying to sleep.. had the effect on my mind that I always ascribe to cogentin.. exactly the same effect on my mind that I always ascribe to cogentin.. where I say that cogentin causes me to have mindless, bestial thoughts, cruel thoughts randomly about the innocent.. and it seemed like.. was that even the escitalopram that I had taken that morning that then many hours later then as I was sleeping at night in the middle of the night caused me to have these random, mindless, cruel thoughts.. was that even the escitalopram having that particular effect on my mind many hours later then.. escitalopram being just like what I say cogentin.. does to my mind.. " .. $3.. stochastic disturbance terms.. issue #823 paul dini / joe benitez poison ivy pamela isley kate moss megan d. iseult.. stochastic disturbance terms.. $3..