.. Winona Ryder: ..".. Hanno.. I'm Rusty.. I'm sorry.. The male soul of Rusty meant me when he said 'what? she's my girl".. otherwise.. there is no girl.. oh.. Gore Vidal felt so sorry for Rusty.. for me.. that he gave me a girlfriend.. gave Rusty.. me.. a girlfriend.. a girlfriend who cared deeply for Rusty.. for me.. for Rusty.. she's imaginary.. and maybe a little zygote may want to become her.. as a female embryo.. who becomes a baby and actually is her.. Rusty's caring girlfriend who loves him.. in real life.. that would be so very very hard.. so difficult.. to be this female character in Gore Vidal's novel 'Myra Breckinridge'.. I almost wonder about my name being 'Myra' in my truly lovable, adorable, truly adorable role in 'Great Balls of Fire'.. I wonder if that is the direct source of Myra Breckinridge's first name.. to mock me.. to make fun of me.. the county of Breckinridge is mentioned in Carl Sandburg's biography of Abraham Lincoln and also in the shorter much shorter book 'Lincoln: Diary of a Writer'.. and.. the county of Vidal being the location.. the headquarters.. of the Solar Lodge cult led by Jean Brayton in the late sixties.. that's a true mystery.. that's a true mystery.. Jean Brayton and Charles Manson.. it's all.. so.. so.. labyrinthine.. and.. I actually am Rusty.. Hanno.. and.. oh... oh.. Claude Ranke.. I know Claude Ranke personally.. and.. the Male Soul of Rusty changed Rusty from being me maybe Myra Ryder or Myra Horowitz.. wait.. wait.. oh.. oh.. oh.. and Hyacinth Ryder there was deep deep confusion with the false version of John Ruskin's 'The Queen of the Air' being on the internet and mentioning the Olympic Games in Ancient Athens and also being all about Athena when what happened with Athena and Medusa is still unresolved when Kenneth Clarke has a very lengthy section of the authentic version of 'The Queen of the Air' where John Ruskin writes metaphysically with deep poetry about the serpent.. and.. in Kenneth Clarke's collection of the writings of Ruskin titled 'Ruskin Today'.. you bought that book from Media Encore on Bayview in Metropolitan Toronto.. and.. I'm Winona Ryder and I'm the original Rusty and the Male Rusty found something so infinitely satanic and sadistic about me being Rusty as.. as Myra in 'Great Balls of Fire'.. as.. as.. there's something about who I am in 'Welcome Home Roxy Carmichael'.. and.. and.. and.. 'Mermaids'?.. Mermaids?.. and.. it's.. I've been cast as Princess Alura in a movie of Voltron.. and sequels.. and.. Gary Oldman and Johnny Depp and definitely William Hurt who can't even imagine it.. they cancelled all that with.. I mean.. it is understood that I become Princess Alura when I play her.. like Bruce Dern or Klaus Kinski or.. or Dirk Bogarde.. ".. .Non. Heracles.