.. actor John Malkovich: ..".. and.. o my saintly god or gods or goddesses.. if you .. of course you know hanno.. you figured it out.. how.. I changed everything I said about what acting is... into something of the most painful fibre of truth.. that the experience of film acting is a purely disgusting experience.. and that stage acting is the true miracle.. of life.. of life.. and that is all I say now about.. what acting is.. I did that.." ..