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Friday, February 1, 2019

Havok...

Havok (Hanno Jason Leigh):..".. it's like.. that screwing apparatus for removing a cork form a wine-bottle.. grinding deep into your inward emotion-sensation-physiology.. into the very physiology of your emotions.. and your emotions are carving themselves outward like a painful Rodin sculpture.. and all of this is my relationship with Lorna Dane and Embeth Davids.. and it never ends.. and I see Legion (Crispin Glover) constantly.. INSISTING that.. he Legion .. actually .. should.. he should actually.. BE.. me.. that Legion (Crispin Glover) by the right of Holy God Above.. should actually be. Havok.. and then I see a Havok-me who is made of old rotten dark-pitch-brown wood.. and I see Lorna Dane and then Embeth Davids then kneeing this Havok made of rotten pitch-brown wood.. kneeing him in the stomach.. and this image never leaves.. me.. this has been the image that has stayed with me as a vivid image in my mind for several days now... and I wish none of this had happened.. but happen it did.. and all of this.. is ME.. and it happened.. to ME.. and I don't want anyone to say that it should not at all be me to whom it happened to .. since it already DID.. I don't want someone like Longshot (Johnny Depp) especially to say.. or Archangel (Brad Pitt) either.. to say.. although Archangel (Brad Pitt) is infinitely less likely to say this than the irascible Longshot (Johnny Depp).. I don't want him to say that this is him.. the Longshot Havok.. the Lonshot Havok.. who he Longshot with all sense of nobility and personal moral courage... Longshot will say that it is him to whom.. that this is his Havok.. in a turgid, stalwart, narrow voice.. Longshot will say.. that this is his Havok.. that all of this happens to.. the self-sacrificing Longshot (Johnny Depp) will say this... but it didn't happen to him.. me being transformed into wood... into a dark wooden creature and then being kneed in the stomach by Lorna Dane, and then Embeth Davids.. several times.. and then also then by Scarlett.. all of this happened to ME..."

Scott Summers:..".. it's davidtz.. davidtz did this to my brother.. it's Davidtz.. Davidtz did this to my brother.. davidtz did this to my brother..."..

monologue for Hanno Jason Leigh's Havok written by Hanno Jason Leigh / Hanno Ridal Raudsepp....

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