... the thirties of a man's life are an eluding of death...

... of rocky soul.. the eluding of rocky ground or rocky soil is the definition of your thirties.. it is the definition of the parable of the sower by jesus Christ.. you feel yourself shallow ground and want to be deep... you find yourself craving deepness as if from a woman's ovaries, a nude woman's ovaries... the thirties of a man's life are his ovary decade.. the apple decade..