https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxvDnaWe5XE&t=81s
Nocturna (Monica Bellucci):..".. an embryo-empty wind-bellows quixotically whirls industrially within my visceral cavities... and brings my embryo-solitude into stark relief.. for I am beset by horror-voices of my craven, rubbish-schizophrenia... and my schizophrenia thus craves to devour me my soul entire in nonsense-rhyme or something like it a lot... and their is few people as lonely as a person consigned to .. schizophrenia.. schizophrenia.. and you are not like other people.. at all.. at.. at all.. if you are consigned to .. to schizophrenia.. and this is your utter solitude of having schizophrenia like the solitude of living your suburban life in a DUNGEON which follows you about wherever you go.. and you know you are different in a bad way from everyone else... when you have … schizophrenia.. and you can sense that other people.. the people around you.. must know this.. but do they.. ?...- .. the people around you are so meticulously, painstakingly polite about your... schizophrenia.. about the schizophrenia of Nocturna.. that these so amiably polite people being so NICE about your schizophrenia and about your personal indulgence of your own .. schizophrenia.. it's.. I reside in a dungeon wherever I go.. whatever coffee shop Tim Hortons or Subway Restaurant I go to to have a coffee .. I reside still as I walk to an fro from these... locations... as I walk I reside in a dungeon.. a dungeon which puts me in purest, starkest solitude.. in emotionally inwardly emotion-emptying solitude.. in a swelling solitude within my belly-stomach area.. where I am alone.. and all these funny, odd, amusing, friendly schizophrenic voices I hear.. they couldn't POSSIBLY be.. tenably.. at all.. they couldn't be real people living in other countries.. that simply is not.. logical or tenable.."...
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